Hiraeth🌹

I am enamoured by this longing

I am plagued by this need

You have left me in absolute desiderium

Fuelled strongly by your absence

The feeling scratches off the scab formed over my soul

Its power rewinds the memorializing handiwork of healing

And leaves me deflated, dejected, and defeated in its wake

I have sought highlands.

To ebb its onslaught

I have trekked lowlands.

To commingle with neighbouring emotions

I have done everything humanely possible

Even explored the arcane

To experience something on the same wavelength

And I have sold pieces of me

To hold you again

It has all been for naught

It dawns on me every day

It has all been for naught

Every moment of absence shortens a telomere

It has all been naught

Yet everything points towards this

That's how far away you are

Forever remains how far away home is

Therefore

Lord join me with my home

Or Rid me of my angst

But please keep in my heart this hiraeth